Thanksgiving This Year

Both were nice, but today I feel a little bit like I miss the former. Today was a hard day, and I had a hard time not getting stuck in the past. I liked it there.
Last year I had an easy time finding things to be grateful for, today was harder. It's not that I don't have things to be grateful for, because some days are fantastic. I am close to family (sometimes too close), and I am in school learning what I want to do. Things are good. Today was just one of those days. One of those days where you just can't quite force yourself to feel great, even though it's Thanksgiving Day. I wanted to feel good today, and to be cheery, but it was hard work.
I am still grateful today, as always, for something I mentioned last year. I am grateful for learning. Grateful for education, for growth, for maturing, and for adapting. We've had lots of learning to do this year, and especially lately. I am grateful for some of it, and finding the other quite tough.
Never the less, we did have some enjoyable moments today, and I actually got my camera out, which is another thing to be grateful for.